The mind of a girl/woman

Well first off Id like to take a quick look at whats been going on in the poker world for me. I had a nice october making abou 15k. It was nice to finally make some money after 2 slight losing months. Currently I am up about 4k in november but I have only been playing about 7 hours a week.

Now I would like to discuss the mind of a girl. Now, this is kind of a random topic but I just think its so fascinating. This brings me to my main question. Why are girls so fucked up? If your a girl reading this then you may think I'm a little bit of a mesoginist, but I really am not. I really truly want to understand what goes on in your fucked up minds. I am even open to listen to any one of you explain yourself.

I mean do you girls try to be as selfish and insecure as you could possibly be. You know there was a time I was like this and it wasnt too long ago. Yea I was a selfish, insecure, and immature little boy. It was only about a year ago but I have learned so much since then.

Lets start with a girls selfishness..First off they are scared of their own shadow...scared to do anyhting that would hurt them or anyone else. Like just freaking say how u r feeling dont hide it...They only think about how they are going to feel after they say it rather than the well being of themselves and the other parties involved. Heres the famous girl line when they are pissed.."Fine." The infamous fine. God I love it. What I love more is how Ive learned to deal with that word...You just say ok or dont respond and it drives them insane...All they want to do is get a reaction out of you in order to help them with their insecurities.

Like do you enjoy being so insecure? always worrying about what people think? Doesnt it get old and add unecessary stress? You think it would. Some girls are to hte extreme that they need to see their man every minute every day or fall head over heals for them and put I love you in their profiles and display to the world how they feel.

Then one day they break up with the person and that person is the worst person alive. OMFG this is not the case!! You know when your younger you dont realize this. You think its the end of the world..Its not...The thing is girls never realize this. They say stuff like I hate hbim hes the worst hes awful...Now its very understandable to be upset and if the person mistreated you at the end by either lying to you or not telling you something. However that doesnt make the person a bad person...

I mean I cant believe how nuts older women are too...They are suppossed to be mature and not selfish...Just not the case. For example my roomates mom called him crying when he was dating a black girl..OMFG could a parent be more selfish...Only caring about how she perceives it and not her sons happiness. Well done MOM.

Then there was my grandma just today who wrote a happy bday card to my mom and in the card said "I wish you would have wished me a happy anniversary." MY mom through them a 50th wedding anniversary party with 150 people!!! Jesus christ the audacity and selfishness of that.

This is just a rant and not really thought out but I leave you girls with this.

Dear girls,
Please dont be so fucked up. Just try to think rationally about things..TRY TRY!! Dont only think of urself or ur well being!! Dont be so immature and insecure.

Thank you
Pete

Getting back in the swing of things

Lately Ive finally been putting in some hands. After losing 5k over the course of august and september, I am finally in the green again in october. During August and September I logged not even 20k hands and played less than 100 hours total for the 2 months which is despicable. So far this month Ive played more hands than I had the previous 2 months. It has definately paid off with me being up about 13k. Thats slightly lower than my average month but it is a step in the right direction.

I completely forgot that I make pretty much all of my money heads up or shorthanded. I was such a dumbass because I was sitting and full 6 max and full ring gms which is a grind to make a profit. Now I just sit at 4 heads up tables and wait for the fishies to come.

Something that is very frustrating right now is sports betting. I just dont win. I lose and lose and lose. Its not that much money. Im prolly down about 4k but I only have like 150 or 200 on a game so I shouldnt be losing 20 more games than I win...cmon...but thats sports betting

I am really hooked on madden right now which is taking up a lot of my time. Yes, sad I kno..There is nothing in the world that frustrates me more...Id rather lose 5k in poker than a game to my friends at madden..Losing just sucks...

Well hopefully this success in poker will continue. I hope it does because I am having my worst year ever. it is still very successfull but my goal was 200k and im gonna come up about 75k short.

Gl
Pete

Life is boring and Fuck this country

Well this is my first blog in about a month...My life is just sad right now. I really do nothing and I feel like I have no purpose right now. I have played virtually no poker. I have no responsibilities. I pretty much do nothing!!! Over the pas month and a half I am down about 6k. By far the longest Ive ever been down.

I am not taking classes this semester at the University of Pittsburgh. I thought this would be a good idea. Well it WASNT!!! Quite possibly the dumbest decision of my life. I thought it would be great no responsibilities, no waking up, no nothing. Well it sucks. I hate every minute of it. I figured Id be playing sooo much poker but I dont. I hardly play any at all.. I have no desire. I remember when I was taking classes, after I studied for 3 or 4 nights for a test I would reward myself by playing long poker sessions. I always had a desire to play. I just dont anymore and it is very discouraging.

I am so bored that I need to fill a philosophy requirement so I am taking a class at CCAC that starts Tuesday. Im glad the credits are gonna transfer to Pitt because the class is only costing 350 bucks as oppossed to the same class costing 1700 at Pitt. I want to start doing other things too to pass the time instead of being a bum. I am thinkin about weight lifting and exercising which if u know me will sound insane to you lol. I am resumin classes at Pitt in the spring and cannot wait.

Now I am going to bitch about this fucking country. My parents own a business. It is a bar and restaurant in my hometown. We have been in business for over 15 years. However, a big hit in our revenue and profit is coming due to something out of our control. The state of PA has decided to ban smoking in all bars. Well 70% of our cust base smoke!!! I have never smoked in my life. I hate it. It is disgusting. I would prefer it not be done around me. Thats why there are non smoking sections. As much as I hate it, I have no right to tell someone who owns a business and building what to do in it!!! No right!!! How is this constituional....O wait its not...This is yet another disgrace by the government.

Not to mention I had 90k in bodog and can only get 3k every 5 days so only 150 days to get it all...Im down to 60k in there...Yay only 20 more trips and 100 more days to get my money. Whos fault is this. Can anyone guess???? yea u got it the government.

Fuck you Government!!

Gl
Pete

Look how balla I am at $.50 $1

let the stats speak...Im the illest 50 1 heads up player...this is what u gotta do when u have 750 bucks on a site

Fuck YOU US GOV

THE US GOV IS NOTHING BUT WORTHLESS PIEC`ES OF SHIT...ITS HONESTLY LIKE THEY TRY TO DO THE LEAST OPTIMAL THING FOR THEMSELVES AS WELL AS THE PEOPLE OF AMERICA.WHO THE FUCK ARE THEY TO TELL ME WHAT THE FUCK I CAN DO IN THE PRIVACY OF MY OWN HOME. ARE U FUCKING SERIOUS? THEY SAY YOU CAN GAMBLE AT LIVE CASINOS BUT NOT ONLINE? THATS FAIR LET ME TELL YA.

THE FUNNY THING IS I ACTUALLY PAY THE SONS OF BITCHES THEIR MONEY THAT THYE DONT DESERVE EACH YEAR. HOWEVER THEY TRY TO FUCK ME OVER BY CONFISCATING FUNDS FROM ONLINE POKER SITES IN PARTICULAR BODOG THE SITE I PLAY AT. IT IS NOW A PIN IN THE ASS TO GET MONEY AND IM A LITTLE WORRIED AT THIS POINT IN TIME. THERE IS NO LAW THAT SAY I CANT PLAY ONLINE POKER. IF THAT IS THE CASE THEN THEY CANT TAKE MY MONEY BC I AM NOT BREAKING ANY LAW OR DOIN ANYTHING ILLEGAL...IF THE MONEY IS FOR ME THEN THEY HAVE TO NOTIFY EACH INDIVIDUAL PERSON OF THE SEIZURE AND LET THEM KNO WHY....THEY SIMPLY CANT TAKE THE FUCKING MONEY

THIS IS THE BIGGEST RANT POST EVER AND I CAN GO ON FOR PAGES BUT I JUST WANTED TO LET THAT STEAM OFF MY CHEST.


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Poker is good

At the end of June and through the beginn of July, which was a 13 day stretch, netted me about 40k...Funny how it felt like i was gettin shit on constantly but I def cant complain. Yesterday I played some PLO and made about 2k...Ok I have to be horrendous at this game. I mean I really do... I play every single hand...However I feel I am very very good postflop...Position is evrything and I really like to bluff. People fold almost anythin but the nuts. I am going to post my pt for omaha. Everyone is just gonna laugh.

My life is pretty boring though. I have pretty much done the same thing for the past month. That is eat, sleep, play poker, and go out at night. I dont know I think its gettin a little old and am trying to find a new hobby. Golf is awesome but costin me mucho money to repair clubs..Since my last post I broke my 8 iron. It waxs one of my better flip outs I must say. I also threw my putter in the lake after dubbing 2 balls into that lake. That brings my total of clubs broken,thrown ito water/weeds or lost to 29 in the past 2 years. Might need to mature but at the same time its a good laugh.

I went and saw Dark Knight which was awesome. I went and saw it again after the midnight premier. It was just so fucking good. The acting the story the plot the meaning, everything was just great. Christopher Nolan has to be the best director in Hollywood. He has never made a bad movie. Hes only made 5. Memento, Prestige Batmin Begins, Dark Knight and Insomnia. All are great movies. I recommend them to everyone.

Gl

Pete

2 Days What

These past 2 days have been sick...I mean thats pretty much all I can say...I pretty much have won every hand....I have also played about 19 hours of poker which is insane.

I have been up to nothing new lately. However I think I am insane. Yesterday on the golf course I had a poor round. I shot 50. This comin after shooting 38 the day b4 on a much tougher course so I was really pissed off....So how do I take out my frustrations..I broke 3 clubs on 3 different holes. My 4 iron 5 iron and 9 iron are in half gettin reshafted. My golf game is out of commisssion now for the next wk due to the lack of clubs.

Off to the yanks bucco game tommorrrow so pretty pumped bout that.

Gl

Pete