The mind of a girl/woman

Well first off Id like to take a quick look at whats been going on in the poker world for me. I had a nice october making abou 15k. It was nice to finally make some money after 2 slight losing months. Currently I am up about 4k in november but I have only been playing about 7 hours a week.

Now I would like to discuss the mind of a girl. Now, this is kind of a random topic but I just think its so fascinating. This brings me to my main question. Why are girls so fucked up? If your a girl reading this then you may think I'm a little bit of a mesoginist, but I really am not. I really truly want to understand what goes on in your fucked up minds. I am even open to listen to any one of you explain yourself.

I mean do you girls try to be as selfish and insecure as you could possibly be. You know there was a time I was like this and it wasnt too long ago. Yea I was a selfish, insecure, and immature little boy. It was only about a year ago but I have learned so much since then.

Lets start with a girls selfishness..First off they are scared of their own shadow...scared to do anyhting that would hurt them or anyone else. Like just freaking say how u r feeling dont hide it...They only think about how they are going to feel after they say it rather than the well being of themselves and the other parties involved. Heres the famous girl line when they are pissed.."Fine." The infamous fine. God I love it. What I love more is how Ive learned to deal with that word...You just say ok or dont respond and it drives them insane...All they want to do is get a reaction out of you in order to help them with their insecurities.

Like do you enjoy being so insecure? always worrying about what people think? Doesnt it get old and add unecessary stress? You think it would. Some girls are to hte extreme that they need to see their man every minute every day or fall head over heals for them and put I love you in their profiles and display to the world how they feel.

Then one day they break up with the person and that person is the worst person alive. OMFG this is not the case!! You know when your younger you dont realize this. You think its the end of the world..Its not...The thing is girls never realize this. They say stuff like I hate hbim hes the worst hes awful...Now its very understandable to be upset and if the person mistreated you at the end by either lying to you or not telling you something. However that doesnt make the person a bad person...

I mean I cant believe how nuts older women are too...They are suppossed to be mature and not selfish...Just not the case. For example my roomates mom called him crying when he was dating a black girl..OMFG could a parent be more selfish...Only caring about how she perceives it and not her sons happiness. Well done MOM.

Then there was my grandma just today who wrote a happy bday card to my mom and in the card said "I wish you would have wished me a happy anniversary." MY mom through them a 50th wedding anniversary party with 150 people!!! Jesus christ the audacity and selfishness of that.

This is just a rant and not really thought out but I leave you girls with this.

Dear girls,
Please dont be so fucked up. Just try to think rationally about things..TRY TRY!! Dont only think of urself or ur well being!! Dont be so immature and insecure.

Thank you
Pete