Bittersweet

Well as anyone who reads my blog knows, which is noone lol, I have been on a ridiculously bad downswing. However, I recently got out of this downswing winning about 3500 the past couple days. I playede very well so I am pleased.

Now to the bitter part of the past few days. In my upcoming blogs I am going to have a section on poker and a section for my life in general. The bitter part is that my "gf" and I broke up after about 2 years and 8 months.This is very hard time for me. I feel hopeless and lost a little on what to do now.However, I have realized that I have to get rid of my selfish pity and move on. Over these 3 years I learned so much that I didnt know I had the capability of doing. I learned to really love and care for someone as well as learning commitment. Commitment is very important to me and I am greatful for learning this.

Over the next few months I am not going to sulk around and think that i wasted my time. This is just not the case. It was not a waste of time. It was the best 3 years of my life and I will never forget my wonderful memories with her. I would like to share some of these moments.

Going over her house and just hanging out.
Our little names that we used to call each other were always my favorite.
We used to talk in this stupid little voice to each other that only we found funny.
Having sleep overs.
Seeing her face light up when she got excited.
Bailing her out of little dilemmas like when she accidentally got a flight to Canton bc they werent running any to Pittsburgh

Now I would like to share some qualities.
I loved her smile
She had the most beautiful eyes
Finally and most important her caring heart. She is such a wonderful girl.

Hopefully, something happens somewhere down the line. I dont know what that may be. I just know that I had a wonderful 3 years and I'm sad to see this end. Thanks for everything. I know you dont read my blog or will ever see this but thanks again.

Petey