Fuck you pokerstars

Ok Fuck pokerstars. I feel like such a donk saying this but do they want me to lose. I have taken roughly 35 bad beats in 60 hu tourneys. Every fuckin hand is a suckout and a couple of the tourneys I get sucked out on twice. Whatever I gotta stop being a little bitch and realize thats poker.

I decided to play a session on bodog. Today I just 3-tabled 36 NL. It was such a crazy day. I lost 3 enormous pots for that game that were sick sick hands. The first came when I was up 2k on the day.

I had 99. I raise to 21. Some moron makes it 36. I call the 15 more.
Flop 9K2 He checks I bet 75 he flat calls
Turn K he checks I bet 225 he makes it 550 I shove 400 more He calls
He has AK river is a 2

The second hand was heads up and was sick
I have 10 10 raise to 18 gy makes it 50 i call
flop Q94 gy bets 80 I call
turn 10 the gy shoves 650 I think well Its hu i have to be good so I call
He shows kj board doesnt pair and i lose 1500 pot

The final hand and sickest. This is the biggest pot in 3 6 NL that I have ever lost.
I have KK on the button cutoff makes it 21 I make it 100 flat call by SB
I have 1300 which is covered by SB
flop is 622 checks to me I bet 220 flat call by sb the CO tanks and finally goes ai for 700 total
It comes back to me and I know this guy has an overpair I just know it. Im like what do I do if i just call I cant fold if SB goes in for 500 more when the pot is gonna be 3300
I decide to shove in and the SB calls and has 66
You can look back and say it was a stupid play by me but IDK what to do there. They botheasily have overpairs the way the hand was played. Not to mention 2 of the worst players on the planet which is what bodog has.

I peaked up about 4600 on bodog. I ended up winning about 2900 which is pretty good for all these huge pots that I lost. Counting stars I won about 2500 which I needed because I was down 15k for the past 8 days. It feels good to bookmy first win saince then. I really wish that it could have been more. Few coolers my way and itd been a sik sik day.

GL
Pete